Difficult times - First few months after birth

Happiness of being mother has just knocked your heart, but the very first day when you got to handle baby, stitches, and the feeding, that happiness will be converted to worrisome night. That worry is the first bumpiness you will feel after the bump.
Not sure of being happy or sad, as on one hand you have just seen your new born and on the other hand, you just realize that you cannot move for the entire day, but still you have to hold your tinee minee every now and then.

The other bumpiness would be sleepless night, on the D day when you are sleepy to the extent as you were in labor (to the people who still yet to have experience, you are not allowed to sleep when you are in labor). The next day you won't sleep because newborn has just arrived and he is all excited to see the world. His liquid environment has suddenly changed to airy environment, lonely world is now full of people, mother's voice is now having other tones mixed in it.

You just crossed the first bump, and the very next is waiting for you. When you need to walk, all the things around you seems to be not in position to help. The bed from where you want to pull yourself up, the clothes, stitches, the painful time.. everything seems to be against you. At one side you would be smiling to see your new born cute face, and other side you be feeling like keep urethra for some more time..

Talking about the next bump, the very painful when you need to feed. I must say lactation is difficult process to start. When you realize suddenly that you are not able to feed or baby cannot latch properly. You feel like somewhere something goofed up and due to which your baby will not have mother's milk. That I would call emotional bump. Though there are many other alternates but still you will feel the very first feed couldn't be given by you.

End Thoughts:
Small ups and downs are part of life,
But motherhood is and always will be a blessing in strife.